Melantak.

Sudah semakin banyak makan. Even mama sudah start tegur. :D

Fine, fine. dari dulu lagi mama tegur sebenarnya. =.="

Aku pergi Rotorua aritu. Pergh. Wa cakap sama lu, this is one of the best trip I ever had. Lol. With all the sky swings, and luge, and eat, and travel, and eat, and cam whoring, and apple picking which no doubt will lead to more eating. You get my point here.

*mama, tgokla anak mama ni. sungguh sihat dan bulat. heee~~*

Takpela, an apple a day keeps the doctor away kan? Two apples makes me invisible to the doctor i guess. Hahahahaha. Like that will ever happen. aannyyywwwwaaayyyy...

*I love this pic. Despite the fact that it reveals how fat I am, I still love it. Lol. *

Hari ni Anzac Day. Semua kedai pun bukak separuh hari. Separuh hari awal takpe. Dia mula bukak tengah hari. Sungguh tak best sebab kena tunggu bukak. Nak beli skimmed milkkk...... Nak buat pancakes.. Hik3.. Adios~

Bruno Mars - The Lazy Song [Official Video]

Yeah.. I totally feel you.. :D

I love this.

Some people like to talk. but I'm into doing, 
What i feel like doing, when I'm inspired to.

i like this part of the song "the big bang
 by rock mafia. Freaking awesome.

Sky swing in Rotorua

this is something i do when i was in rotorua. tons of scream and a whale of fun! seriously!

Maaf.

Sudah lama tak post apape. Maaf. Terlalu caught up in life. Plus, I dunno what to tell. I've been to Marae this weekend, and boy I'm glad that I'm home again. Somehow I only love 3 parts of the Marae visit; sleep, eat and weaving. Oh yeah, believe it or not, I wove a flower.

*teehee* sebelah tu lily, sebelah lagi bunga God-knows-what

Anyway, not really having a good time. Mood seems to disappear down a black pitch that has no name. Really glad that I'm back. But one thing I'm grateful of, is that I got to know more about the MOE TESOL students. They are splendid!

Anyway, these are some of the photos that I took of the Marae.

Macam rumah kampung pun ada. Hahah. Lately I've been experimenting with eyeshadows.

:) 

Lalalal~ mengada2 sebentar. Hahah. I gained new nickname too! *Cornflakes*! Hahaha. :)

Biggest challenge.

I am a strong girl. I am sure many would agree, and many would snort on it. Yeah, yeah.. I cried a lot, but still. That does not make me weak. However, now I am facing one of the biggest challenge in my life.

shopping.

I always pray that i can make it home without being tempted to buy anything. Haha. And i failed. What? I love shopping~~

...

Please God, let me survive this week with happy smiles and gay laughters. Please.

Ayam masak lemak Nyum3~

Sedap tak nama tu? I know! Sesedap rupa nya juga!

siyes tak tipu. aku yang masak ni. hik3.

Jap lagi mahu makan sudah~ wheee~ gembira! 

Thank God.

2 more days until the weekend. Thank God.

Bantal busuk.

Aku di rumah ada bantal busuk. Bantal busuk aku warna biru turqoise. Busuk, sebab aku selalu peluk tak kira da mandi atau belum. Ke mana2 pun aku bawak bantal tu, sampai mama ak bagi komen "Baby pon takde usung kulu kilir bantal busuk dye tu ain oooiiii.."

Aku tak kira. Aku tetap cintakan bantal busuk tu.


Nak dipendekkan cerita, aku tak dapat bawak bantal tu ke Wellington, sebab mama aku suruh cari bantal busuk baru. Mana boleh!! Sunyi sepi aku tanpa bantal busuk tu. Tapi tidur tetap lena jugak. Haish. =.=" serius fail.

[see? kan aku da kata? dalam bas pun aku tetap tak malu nak bersama bantal busuk aku]

Since aku di sini, malam- malam aku tempuhi dengan penuh kesedihan tak dapat peluk bantal busuk. TAPI kini, semua kesdihan itu akan hilang! Hancur! Musnah!

Sebab dah ada bantal busuk baru~~~~

[see bantal biru atas katil? Meet my new baby : Bantal biru Jr. :D ]

Baru susun atur balik things in my room and at the moment, i'm ecstatic.

aku suke view ni. hahahahah.

To Raja Zarith Fatiah..

I just heard about ur father. I'm sorry for your loss. :( Be strong k my dear? Moga roh ayah awak ditempatkan di kalangan orang2 yang beriman.. Insyaallah..

bagi sesape yang kenal tia.. bagi la dia sokongan.. So that she can make it through this...

This is for u.

INFP

You are an INFP (i dunno what the hell it means)

The Idealist

You are a creative person with a great imagination. You enjoy living in your own inner world.
Open minded and accepting, you strive for harmony in your important relationships.
It takes a long time for people to get to know you. You are hesitant to let people get close to you.
But once you care for someone, you do everything you can to help them grow and develop.

In love, you tend to have high (and often unrealistic) standards.
You are very sensitive. You tend to have intense feelings.

At work, you need to do something that expresses your personal values.
You would make an excellent writer, psychologist, or artist.

How you see yourself: Unselfish, empathetic, and spiritual

When other people don't get you, they see you as: Unrealistic, naive, and weak

As an INFP, your primary mode of living is focused internally, where you deal with things according to how you feel about them, or how they fit into your personal value system. Your secondary mode is external, where you take things in primarily via your intuition.

INFPs, more than other iNtuitive Feeling types, are focused on making the world a better place for people. Their primary goal is to find out their meaning in life. What is their purpose? How can they best serve humanity in their lives? They are idealists and perfectionists, who drive themselves hard in their quest for achieving the goals they have identified for themselves

INFPs are highly intuitive about people. They rely heavily on their intuitions to guide them, and use their discoveries to constantly search for value in life. They are on a continuous mission to find the truth and meaning underlying things. Every encounter and every piece of knowledge gained gets sifted through the INFP's value system, and is evaluated to see if it has any potential to help the INFP define or refine their own path in life. The goal at the end of the path is always the same - the INFP is driven to help people and make the world a better place.

Generally thoughtful and considerate, INFPs are good listeners and put people at ease. Although they may be reserved in expressing emotion, they have a very deep well of caring and are genuinely interested in understanding people. This sincerity is sensed by others, making the INFP a valued friend and confidante. An INFP can be quite warm with people he or she knows well.

INFPs do not like conflict, and go to great lengths to avoid it. If they must face it, they will always approach it from the perspective of their feelings. In conflict situations, INFPs place little importance on who is right and who is wrong. They focus on the way that the conflict makes them feel, and indeed don't really care whether or not they're right. They don't want to feel badly. This trait sometimes makes them appear irrational and illogical in conflict situations. On the other hand, INFPs make very good mediators, and are typically good at solving other people's conflicts, because they intuitively understand people's perspectives and feelings, and genuinely want to help them.

INFPs are flexible and laid-back, until one of their values is violated. In the face of their value system being threatened, INFPs can become aggressive defenders, fighting passionately for their cause. When an INFP has adopted a project or job which they're interested in, it usually becomes a "cause" for them. Although they are not detail-oriented individuals, they will cover every possible detail with determination and vigor when working for their "cause".

When it comes to the mundane details of life maintenance, INFPs are typically completely unaware of such things. They might go for long periods without noticing a stain on the carpet, but carefully and meticulously brush a speck of dust off of their project booklet.

INFPs do not like to deal with hard facts and logic. Their focus on their feelings and the Human Condition makes it difficult for them to deal with impersonal judgment. They don't understand or believe in the validity of impersonal judgment, which makes them naturally rather ineffective at using it. Most INFPs will avoid impersonal analysis, although some have developed this ability and are able to be quite logical. Under stress, it's not uncommon for INFPs to mis-use hard logic in the heat of anger, throwing out fact after (often inaccurate) fact in an emotional outburst.

INFPs have very high standards and are perfectionists. Consequently, they are usually hard on themselves, and don't give themselves enough credit. INFPs may have problems working on a project in a group, because their standards are likely to be higher than other members' of the group. In group situations, they may have a "control" problem. The INFP needs to work on balancing their high ideals with the requirements of every day living. Without resolving this conflict, they will never be happy with themselves, and they may become confused and paralyzed about what to do with their lives.

INFPs are usually talented writers. They may be awkard and uncomfortable with expressing themselves verbally, but have a wonderful ability to define and express what they're feeling on paper. INFPs also appear frequently in social service professions, such as counselling or teaching. They are at their best in situations where they're working towards the public good, and in which they don't need to use hard logic.

INFPs who function in their well-developed sides can accomplish great and wonderful things, which they will rarely give themselves credit for. Some of the great, humanistic catalysts in the world have been INFPs.

1 April.

Dalam kekalutan aku untuk struggle agar sentiasa hidup dengan gembira, aku terlupa bahawa hari ni da masuk bulan April. Alahai, cepatnya masa berlalu. Dah nak dekat 2 bulan aku kat sini. Sedang aku menulis semua ini, aku baru tersedar, masa kecik2 dulu, zaman sekolah rendah dulu, selalu je celebrate Aprill Fool Day untul someone came in and said that its all wrong.

aku di sini bukan nak suh korang wat April fool macam kecik2 dulu. tak maen ar macam tu. aku ari2 kenakan orang, tak payah tunggu this one day baru nak kenakan orang. Kan? Kan?

Macam Ayuni, tiap kali dia geram ngan aku, dia kata,

"Jangan balik umah dah. Tidor kat luar malam ni"

aku jawab ape?

"Takdehal. Lagi nak tidur katne? Waterfront? Te Papa? Dalam bas?"

dan situasi selalu berakhir dengan aku kena belasah dengan Ayuni. Erk. Nak buat camne. Aku suke jadi sarcastic.

Anyway, tengah stres at the moment. Rasa cam nak amik kerusi baling dekat kaca supaya pecah. In the hope that perbuatan itu secara simboliknya dapat pecahkan keinginan dan kehendak yang memuncak di dalam hati. Aku nampak boot, aku nak boot, aku nampak Ipod, aku nak Ipod, aku nampak burger, aku nak burger. Wahai HATI, sila jangan jadi gelojoh. Nanti tak berduit, sape nak tolong? Menangis tak berlagu. 

Aku sungguh tak suka situasi di mana ada duit tapi takleh nak belanja, takde duit tapi nak berbelanja. BEEENNCCCIIIIIII!!!!!

Wahai hati, sila lah bersabar. Sila sila sila. Jangan ikot nafsu. JANGGAAAANNNNNN!!!. T____T