Berhabuk habuk!

Lama dah tak menulis kat sini. Banyak bebenor benda nak updatenya sampai jadi malas nak mengupdate (Hahahahahhahaha. Ada ke orang macam tu?)

Anyway, teman nengok huru hara da negara ni dengan isu gay nya, isu kerajaan Selangornya. Meriah bebenor. Sayang pulak nak tinggal Malaysia tanah air tercinta ni. (Cewah! Patriotik habis!)

Lagi 4 hari nak tahun baru.

Lagi 12 hari nak balik Wellington.

:'(

Tak suka betul countdown2 ni.

13 December

Hari ni aku tak tahu la kenapa bermasalah sangat hidup aku. Nak cerita pun aku rasa macam sakit jiwa.

• Dia datang balik hidup aku, bagitahu aku yang dia rindukan aku dan tak boleh ke kita jadi kawan. Aku rasa macam nak cepuk je dia. Bersusah payah aku cuba buang dia dari hidup aku, dia datang balik buat aku rasa macam nak cair. Nasib baek hati da nekad. Sampai bila aku perlu kejar bayang dia?

• Aku gaduh ngan kawan baik aku. Aku.. Haish... Serabut.. Nasib baek dia memahami.. kesian dia.. banyak bersabar ngan kerenah aku. Tapi aku nak buat camne. Aku memang tak pandai nak cerita apa yang dalam hati aku ni. Da terbiasa aku simpan perasaan, aku da lupa macam mana nak kosongkan hati ni agar aku tak serabut.

• Isu duit. Aku dah mati akal pikir macam mana nak support family aku ni da. Sampai aku rasa kalau aku bangkrap sekalipun, aku takkan dapat tolong. Aku sumpah tak tahu nak buat macam mana da. Banyak benda aku korbankan.. Sampai aku pulak yang tertekan.. Aku nak keja tak cukup masa pulak. 

Aku tak tahu la sampai bila aku boleh bertahan macam ni.. Tadi bawak kereta aku pecut laju2, memang reckless gila bawak kereta. Selalu aku tenang2.. Tapi memang aku rasa tak tahan sangat.. Ya Allah.. kuatkan la semangat aku ya Allah...

Nicole Scherzinger - Don't Hold Your Breath

Nah. Hayati.

Something To Read When U're Dumped.

http://theotherkhairul.blogspot.com/2011/12/tips-survive-and-tak-nak-sedih-bila.html

Go on. Click on the link. You know you want to.

*Blush*

Sorry for the emotional outburst. *Blush* It's just so frustrating, and I feel like I need to get it out of my chest. All the feelings I have before has been turn to hatred, and serve him right. He can shove his stupid face up his ass for all I care.

Anyway,

I bought a new Ipod! Weehoo! I gave my psp to my brother since he was begging for it, and I gave my mom my Xperia, so I deserve something good for myself :) I have been saving money since there are a lot of things in my mind that I want to have, so wish me luck!

Sakit Hati

Aku benci gila dekat kau.

Kau yang curang dengan aku, kau tuduh aku macam2, kau buat aku rasa macam sampah sebab hubungan kita gagal, dan sekarang kau senang2 nak suruh aku berlagak macam takde apape berlaku antara kita?????

Kau boleh pergi mampus.

Kau boleh angkut makwe kau yang naif dan cun tu, yang kau sayang bagai nak gila tu, kau boleh berambus.

Kau kata kau hilang rasa sayang kau pada aku sebab kita jauh?

Bodoh. Kalau aku kenal kau seminggu dua, kau nak bagi alasan tu, aku boleh terima lagi la.

Aku kenal kau 5 tahun dah. Bukan 5 hari.

Dalam 5 tahun tu aku dah ketawa, menangis, marah, dengan kau. Dan sepanjang 5 tahun tu kita tak pernah jumpa.

BERANI KAU SALAHKAN JARAK KITA???????

Bodoh.



Cakap je la kau sukakan perempuan tu. Tak payah la maenkan hati aku.

Penagih Cinta

This time I decided to talk in my own language.

Baru hari tu ada orang buat komen yang menyentapkan segala sanubari aku. Menjadi keping-keping, bak kata Adi Fashla.

"Sejak kenal u ni, 90% cerita u adalah pasal cinta dan lelaki. U ni obses dengan cinta. Jangan jadi penagih cinta, nanti jadi macam kisah tragedi u ngan X."

Aku terkedu.

Aku? Obses? Cinta??

Mungkin. Kalau nak ditengokkan dari blog aku ni pon, korang mesti setuju. Kalau aku tak emo pasal cinta, aku di awang-awangan kerana cinta.

Haish.

Buruk ke baik perkara ni? Aku pun tak tahu. Tapi kalau benar ia menjurus kepada tragedi antara aku dan X, aku lebih rela membenci cinta.


HAHA.

Hipokrit. Aku nak benci cinta?

Omo.

I've been meaning to say this to my dearest soul sister, Nurul Nabilah,

Tanjyoubi Omedetooo!!! :D

That means happy birthday. Today is also the day my contract ends. Damn, I wish I have longer working time. I love working. I love meeting people, talking while money comes rolling into my account. Yep, I should probably do PR jobs even though deep inside I am scared like a kitten.

Oh.

My results came in and guess what? I have been officially upgraded from a Miss "C" to a Miss "B". I got my former title from my sociology teacher who labelled me that because I am sooooo good at constantly getting a C (68%) for my assignment. Each and every single of them. Even she was surprised.

This year, as my first year as a student in Victoria University of Wellington, this is what I have achieved..

Yep. Not a very pretty result but I am grateful enough for it. Hope I can do better next time. Wish me luck ^_^

Nose

A couple of days ago, my sister got into a cereal-shopping- frenzy. Yep, you heard that right. She went and bought 2 boxes of cereals when we already have 2 more boxes at home, untouched. The reason to this was because she love those small gifts that they usually include in the package, and this time the prize that caught my sister's eyes are...

Ruler.

You know, the one you use to take measurements. She wanted it so bad because it has pictures of the clownfish and I still remember the moment when she held out the ruler and exclaimed, "Nemo!".

Yes, that's my sister and I love her.

So there I was, next to her, lecturing about how useless it was to buy 2 boxes of cereals for some stupid rulers when suddenly, she put the ruler close to my nose and started to measure it.

"2 cm", she said with full authority. 

WTH.

this cute little nose with kuaci shaped nostrils are only 2 cm long?

From there on began a fight among us on who's nose is the sharpest and longest or in Malay word, "mancung-est". Of course, being sisters, we basically have the same length of nose. 

But somehow, it doesn't stop there. Every time we see foreigners with big nose, we'll begin to measure mentally how long will that nose be.

That's how crazy we sisters are. :D

Cicak : The harbinger of death and doom

What's your reaction to this picture of lizard?

Gross?

Eew?

Must be killed?


To my family (and most probably some other family in the world. I hope we're not alone in this), lizard is nothing but trouble. Not only in terms of the facts that it is a house pest, it is also a carriage for the devil. Devil will ride on it's back and make us sick and possessed and all sort of things like that. That is, according to my family's belief. I too sometimes believes in it when things go wrong, though sometimes I feel like it's wrong to do so.


By the way, if it's true, I just wish that they stay the hell away from my family. My mom and dad and sister had enough of you, you ugly beast!!!!


Please pray for my mom and my sis and my dad's wellbeing. Right now I am the only one that keeps the family from going insane. :'(

Kosong. Zero.

Amidst all the happiness I'm feeling, there's a deep sense of emptiness that I cannot shake it off no matter how hard I try to shake it.

Home

It's been nearly 2 weeks I am at home. 2 weeks of a not-so-bad vacation. In fact, I enjoyed it. I don't fight with my mom as much as I used to before, and things are pretty okay. For now. Let's just hope it stays that way.

I got severe rashes over this few weeks. Ugh. You can't imagine how hellish it is to me. It is itchy, red, it hurts and it's ugly. I feel ugly. But i know, this is just a challenge that Allah puts in my way to test me. Oh Lord, lighten up my burden.

Me and my gurls, Is and Anis

Mom was being pretty lenient with me. She let me see my friends! Although, it's only for an hour and with her around.. But at least it's better than nothing. I miss them a lot. :)

Anyhow, I'm looking forward on spending the rest of my vacation, stuck at home with nothing to do but cook and clean and be a friend to my mom. :)

p.s  I am not being sarcastic.

Dixie Chicks - Not Ready To Make Nice

Perfect song to be sang to me. By you.

A wrap on 2011

2011 has been kind to me. Alhamdulillah, so far this is the best year in my whole 21 years of living. They say you need to count your blessings, and that is exactly what I am going to do.

Let's count the "first" events that happen in 2011.

1. All TESOL KMS 9.7 got to fly. That's a first! and we have Nadzirah who scored 15 points during her A Levels AS exams, and that's a first ever in the history of TESL KMS!!!

2. Rugby World Cup is held in New Zealand, and guess who's the champion? NEW ZEALAND! That's a first in many years!!!

3. I got the job as a Resident Assistant in Stafford, a university hall under Victoria University of Wellington. I was told I am the first Malaysian to ever got the job!

4. The New Zealand's fleet of ship came by and stopped for a few days at the Queen's Wharf. They allowed civilians to enter the ship and take a look around. It only happens once in 70 years and guess what? It's this year!!

5. I went to my first concert which is Katy Perry's! :D


Whew! Good year aye?

There's some unlucky events that has been going on too..

1. I lost my purse, twice. Not a good sign.

2. We (as in the whole batch of MARA TESOL) were sued while we were on a trip to Rotorua (That's a first too!)

3. Broken hearts. From different parties. To different parties.

4. Periods of depression. This time its longer. And severe.

But I grew up from all the experience I got. I anyone ask me "How's New Zealand treating you?", I will proudly say "THE BEST!"


p.s   I'm going home this 3rd of November! WHEEEE!! I am SO excited!

Sweet

Thanks Jimmy for the song. It made my day!

New Boots

Shopping is a girl best therapy they say. I couldn't agree more. With all the shits smacking me on the face, I badly need one. So yesterday, I shopped for my family. I bought souvenirs, shirts for bro and dad, handbag for mom, purse for sisters. Today I shopped for myself. Tada! Boots! :D

Now, I'm off to exam hall! What about all my troubles? They say let sleeping dogs lie.

My heart's a mess.

I need a time off from myself. I need to get away from all the shit that's happening. Shits that happens because of my own doings. Damn, I need to stop getting myself in trouble. I really need to do that. But how? How? People tell me I am doing all this because I am an attention seeker whore. I am not. Or maybe I am. I don't know. I don't know. I don't want to hurt anyone, it will hurt me too, more than what it did to you. Please, please, I really am sorry. I don't mean to hurt you. I never meant to hurt you. I don't know why I did what I did. Please, please, forgive me. My heart's a mess, and you know what? Me myself is a mess. I need to be put in a mental institution, far away from people, locked in all alone without having to hurt anyone, only me. It's better that I hurt myself rather than other people that I love. I can't live with myself. Not ever. This self-loathing is growing, it's growing to an immense size, that I cannot blow it away no matter how hard I huff and I puff.


I am a failure.

And this time, this heart-aching, world-destroying pain in my chest... It's all me.

Ridiculous English. For real.

Beautiful, Fat and Love.

What's yours?

October Fest

Probably the image that pops into your mind is something like this:

Or maybe this:

Well, lots of events going in October. One, is of course, yours truly's birthday. The other is my buddies, Nadzirah Embong 

and Farah Hanis Salehan

I hope you guys have a blast!

Oh.

Happy HAXIMA day too.

Have a nice day sweethearts.

Coklat~

Dum dum dee dum~

Malaysia~ Here I come~

Want to know a secret?

You. Yes you, the one with a pair of eyes and one nose and a wrinkly forehead, probably from wondering where I am heading with this sentence.

Oh well. Read on. I have a secret to share.

A fact.

You might think I am rambling on and on and on...
Till you get tired of reading.

And you probably going to say "What the hell?" at this point. Don't you worry about that. This is going to be worth your time.

The thing is..

Oh wait, is that a comet I see there?

Oh. Sorry. That's just a ball coming through my window and broke it. Oh well. I'll get them pay for it.

What? Oh yes. Secret.

The truth is..

Well, I myself never thought I'll be saying this..


But the thing is.. You have to be careful when you're telling a secret to someone else. They probably use it against you.

What? Oh, you know that already?

Fine.

I'll move along.

That's not the secret, do you know that?

So the REAL secret is..

The REAL thing is..


You probably wasted 5 minutes over this. Teehee. :p

I am the bloody red queen :D

Aha! I'm done with the tests! Off with their heads!

I'm hilarious. :D

BLOGGER DA AWESOME!

Have you seen the new blogger layout? It's awesome! Like effing awesome!

21

Dah 21 tahun aku hidup. To be precise, 21 tahun and 1 hari. Dah dewasa. Jap, dewasakah aku?

My birthday celebration this year was okay.. Initiative on my part I might add. I invited some of my friends to have a majlis doa selamat for the upcoming series of examination and tests. And its also an indirect birthday celebration. I don't brag much about my birthday. I hid every info about my birthday in any possible social network that I have, just to see who will remember and who won't. And yep. I got the answer. Although it might not be fair to say those who wish me late doesn't remember my birthday for they might be busy.. But still.. It kinda hurts to see the ones that u expected to be among the earliest wishers are simply the last wishers.

But yeah.. I'm at the age where people expect me to be mature and refine. To be more forgiving and understanding. To be lenient and patient. To be wise. To be a woman.

Oh well. Good luck ain on that. And birthdays are just birthdays. Though I used to think as it being the measurement of how much good I did that year. If people remembers me, I'm awesome. If not, does it mean I suck? I dunno. I hope not.

Goodies for this birthday?

The purse is the most expensive present I ever receive in my whole life. Thank you Unie and Ain for that. Love you guys! Chocolate is from Hanis and hugs, kisses and love is from everyone else. Thank u so much for dedicating a day in your life to change your profile picture into my picture. I really appreciate that. :)

Oh, I did tell you about the doa selamat right? I made some beads as a token of appreciation.

Teehee. Cupcakes. Couldn't afford to buy it, so I made it. I made it in lots of colours too!

Comel kan? Tee hee..

1001 kenangan...

Teringat setiap kali ada gap antara kelas before cikgu laen masuk, mesti aku berjemur dekat tengah panas.. sebab sejuk sangat pagi2 di taiping..

Teringat setiap kali ada lecture kat DK @ Dewan Kuliah, mesti ade tendency sama ada nak usyar orang atau nak tidur. Maklumlah, suasana yang kondusif untuk tidur (panas dan takleh fokus). Kat sini la aku rasa karier aku sebagai stalker unggul berputik. 

Teringat perang dengan Michael ngan Michele, atau mengamuk2 bila tahi dia bersepah2, atau lari tak hingat dunia bila kena kejar. Sesungguhnya, beruk yang gatal nak mengawan adalah sesuatu yang anda takkan mahu bertembung. EVER. Sedangkan kucing pun kena rogol.. Manusia.. ? *gulp*

Teringat makan kat DS. Bersyukur aku bila tukar tender baru. Marvelous. Menjilat jari. Teringat menu2 dye.. Pagi2 kadang makan bubur.. Toast dengan scrambled eggs.. Mihun goreng.. Mee kari.. Kuih.. hot dogg.. burger.. Nyum3.. Meleleh air liur..

Teringat waktu riadah. Selalu dengar orang bebel2, kenapa nak kena keluar la, hape la. Tapi aku suka waktu riadah. Time tu la aku boleh maen basketball. Time tu la aku boleh letak tepi segala benda yang sarat kat pale otak ni and have fun. Rindu sangat dengan team basketball aku: Nabilah, Fatin, Nash, Yanty, Adik, Putra.. Rindu nak rebut court. Rindu nak gelak2, maen dengan riang, maen dengan trust. Oh, Adik, Putra, maaflah, aku still tak pandai nak buat layup macam kau ajar. Aku awesome defend je, laen tak pandai. ahahahaha.

Teringat cerita hantu. Macam-macam ada. Yang aku tahu, memang isu ponteng prep tak timbul sangat sebab scary gila nak duduk kat dorm.

Teringat nak pergi outing. Kena pusing satu maktab nak cari warden untuk tanda tangan. Pastu issue pulak dengan guard. Hahaha. Kesian Pak Singh tu. Ntah ape jadi ntah.

Aku rindu Taiping. Sumpah. :) Semoga korang berbahagia dengan hidup korang sekarang ni. :)

Renungkan lah..

Manusia - Eh, dah subuh dah?
Malaikat - bangunlah wahai anak Adam, tunaikan solat subuh mu ....
Syaitan - Alahhhhhh, kejaplah, ngantuk ini...awal lagi nie?.zzzzzzzz

Manusia - Nak makan, laparlah ??
Malaikat - Wahai Anak Adam, mulakanlah dengan Bismillah....
Syaitan - Ahh, tak payahla... dah lapar ini !! mmm..sedapnyaaaa? ..

Manusia - Hari ni nak pakai apa ye?
Malaikat - Wahai anak Adam, pakailah pakaian yang menutup aurat..
Syaitan - Ehh, panaslah, takde style langsung, nampak kampung!!!

Manusia - Alamak, dah lewat!
Malaikat - Bersegeralah wahai manusia , nanti terlewat ke pejabat.....
Syaitan - Ahhh?awal lagi?mmm..aaahh? suruh si X, punchkanlah?

Manusia - Azan sudah kedengaran.. ..
Malaikat - Wahai anak Adam, bersegeralah menunaikan kewajipan
Syaitan - Baru pukul berapa.. rilex lah..awal lagi nieii?.

Manusia - Eh, eh.... tak boleh tengok ini, berdosa...
Malaikat - Wahai anak Adam, alihkanlah pandanganmu, sesungguhnya Allah Maha Melihat dan mengetahui !
Syaitan - Perggghh... best tu... . rugi ooo kalau tak tengok nie..

Manusia - Saudaraku sedang melakukan dosa
Malaikat - Wahai anak Adam, cegahla ia..
Syaitan - Apa kau sibuk? Jangan jaga tepi kain orang, lantaklahh? ..

Manusia - Elok kalau aku sampaikan nasihat ini kepada orang lain
Malaikat - Wahai anak Adam, nasihat-menasihatil ah sesama kamu..
Syaitan - Sendiri pikirlah, semua dah besar, buat apa susah2... pandai2lah?

Manusia - aku telah berdosa..
Malaikat - Wahai anak Adam, bertaubatlah kamu,sesungguhnya Allah Maha Pengampun. .
Syaitan - Tangguhlah dulu, lain kali boleh bertaubat... lagipun muda hanya sekali....rugila. .... (kalau sempatla)

Manusia - Kalau pergi, mesti seronok!
Malaikat - Wahai anak Adam, kakimu ingin melangkah ke jalan yang dimurkai Allah, berpalinglah dari jalan itu ....
Syaitan - Jangan bimbang, tiada sesiapa yang tahu...Jomlahhh?

Manusia - Uuhhh?letihnya arini..tak solat lagi nieee?.
Malaikat - Wahai anak Adam, taatilah Allah dan RasulNYA, kebahagiaan di dunia dan akhirat untukmu. Solat itu wajib bagimu...
Syaitan - Hey anak Adam, ikutilah aku,kebahagiaan di dunia (sahaja) dan kebahagiaan diakhirat (jangan mimpilah!) untukmu....

Sekarang anda mempunyai 3 pilihan :
1. Anda - Patut ke aku biarkan teks ini tetap di sini..
2. Malaikat - Ingatkan pada kawan yang anda kenal (sebarkan ini)
3. Syaitan - Tak payahlah sebuk2 biar je disini..kalo boleh delete je..

Forever alone.

Mungkin aku patut beli benda ni. 

Mangsa Emosi.

Aku memang lemah dalam bab ni. Ye betul, aku boleh jadi kuat, atau berpura2 kuat agar orang tak putus harapan pada aku. Mungkin sebab aku tahu apa perasaan nya bila orang hilang kepercayaan dan putus harapan pada aku, jadi aku kalau boleh taknak lagi benda tu berlaku pada aku.

Tapi bila sampai bab kenangan.. Aduh. Aku gagal mengawal emosi.

Gagal.

*Damn, kalau bleh jadi secomel benda ni bila fail takpe*

Orang kata memori dan kenangan mendewasakan kita. Well itu kalau you can get over it. What if you are still hanging on to it, macam aku ni ha? Aku nak buat ape?

Mungkin aku patut campak diari ni dalam laut. Biar ikan2 di lautan makan dan berak atas diari ni. Selagi ada diari ni, selagi tu tak tenang hidup aku. (Ceh, salahkan diari). Aku rasa kalau ada option brainwash, aku mesti dah amek. Aku nak scrub kenangan tu dari otak aku, biar aku tak perlu menangis, menitik air mata, teresak2 disebabkan kenangan ini. 

p.s.  Aku rindu menjadi yang paling teristimewa dalam hidup seseorang. Rindu sangat2 untuk orang buat aku rasa macam aku one in the million. Aku penat dah dengan ayat "satu hari nanti.." tapi itu je lah apa yang aku bleh pegang buat masa ni.. :(

Aish.

Betul ke aku nak buat 30 days challenge ni? Haish. Macam tak mampu je. Bukan tak mampu nak tulis ke ape. Tak mampu nak TAK tulis banyak2. Tapi topik sangat restricting. Gaahhh... Baeklah. Abaikan je la 30 days challenge tu. Kalau aku tulis, untunglaa.. Kalau tak tulis, nasibla.. Kan?

Aritu nampak kat wall kawan aku, adik angkat dye punya lah seronok dapat parcel dari kawan aku ni. So cam berfikir kejap..

Abang angkat? Kakak angkat? Adik angkat?

Aku ada la adik angkat sorang ni. Faris. Lepas dia dapat awek baru and very 'mushy-mushy' ngan awek baru dye, aku dah jadi malas nak borak ngan dye. I know,bunyi sedikit kejam kat situ, tapi aku akui, aku rasa malas nak kacau. Takde hati nak stalk dah. maaflah adik. Akak rasa akak dah tak penting dalam hidup kau.

Semoga berbahagia ye adik. :)

Anyway, aku ada ke tak abang angkat? Dulu la. Time zaman banyak masalah. Tapi abang angkat aku jenis tak boleh pakai. So aku lama2 angkat kaki and chow. Kakak angkat aku pulak sepi tanpa khabar berita. Aish. Kenangan. Now? Lebih baek aku berpegang teguh pada hubungan kandung antara aku ngan adik beradik aku dari aku melebih2 sangat fokus pada yang angkat2 ni.


p.s.   hati masih inginkan seorang abang. Takpelah. Mungkin dapat time kawen nanti kot. Insyallah. Tu pun kalau kawen. Kan kan?

30 days.

Aku ternampak challenge ni from Nadzirah and I could NOT resist doing it. :D A challenge to write something continuously for 30 days.

This is the topics:

day 1 : your favourite song
 day2  : your favourite movie
 day3  : your favourite television show
 day4  : your favourite book
day5  : your favourite quote
day 6: 20 of my favourite things
day7 : a photo that make you happy
day 8: a photo that make you sad
day 9: a photo you took
day 10: a photo of you recently
day 11: a photo of you taken 10 years ago
day 12: something you OCD about
day 13: a fictional book
day 14: a non-fictional book
day 15: your dream house
day16: a song that make you nearly cry
day 17: an art piece
day 18: your honest opinion of the world today
day 19: a talent of you
day 20: a hobby of you
day 21: a recipe
day 22: a website
day23: a youtube video
day 24: where do i live?
day 25: your day, in great detail
day 26: an actor you adore the most
day 27: my worst habit
day 28: what's in my purse
day 29: the greatest book so far
day 30: your aim for another 365 days


Ada sape2 berani?

RA

Haritu aku apply jadi Resident Assistant (RA) dekat hostel aku ni. And you know what? I got the job!!!! WOOOOOOO!!!

*Yours truly*

Alhamdulillah, Allah permudahkan urusanku dan beri aku rezeki yang luas. Semoga aku dapat menjalankan tenggungjawab aku dengan sebaik mungkin!

Say hello to the new RA Stafford 2012 :)

Selamat hari jadi Nadzirul :D

Hehe. Finneeee... Dah lebih seminggu baru nak tulis post pasal birthday Jijie. Kan dah kata, Writer's Block. Ngeh3. (ALASAN!)

Hehehe. Apparently, he love the jacket that I bought him. And why wouldn't he? My gift kot!! Hahaha. We celebrate it wellington style : A big birthday surprise birthday dinner dekat Cinta. Hahaha. I dunno how he didn't see that coming, coz it's kinda obvious bile hampir 1 kedai tu tetamu kitorang. Well. not la 1 kedai. Separuh tu abang2 medic yang kebetulan makan dinner sama kat situ.

May we be bestfriend always! :D

It was one night full of fun. I will remember this for a long-long time. :) One of my happiest memories being in Welly. Semoga Nadzirul Hilmi membesar jadi lelaki yang matang dan bertanggungjawab without missing his boyish charm! :D

From Auckland with love ~

Okeh, aku harap masih tak terlambat nak update pasal lawatan kawan2 aku dari Auckland ke Wellington. Ye, ye, aku tahu da lama aku buarkan blog aku ni berhabuk. Maaflah. Writer's block.

Anyway, minggu lepas Nadzirah, Yasmin, Nadzirul (yeay!), Zaki, Hadi, Alau, Siddiq, Siddiq Foong, Kamal, Lee, Iqmal and Anas datang Welly sebaba diorang tengah cuti. Unfortunately, time tu budak Welly dah mula kelas. SO pandai2 diorang la nak g jalan2 sendiri. Haha. Tapi dun worry, kami kan tuan rumah yang awesome. So banyak la jugak bawak dia pergi tempat yang best2 macam Botanical Garden, naek Cable Car, bawak pergi harbour untuk entah keberapa kali, bawak gi makan Burger Fresh, bawak gi makan Sushi Bi, makan Ainaa, sambut birthday Jijie. Hahaha. Quite banyak gak benda yang di achieve. Ngeh3. Untuk full report, sila klik pada link ni ye..

Ini Blog ALAU! :D

one of my favourite picture masa tengah hangout ngan diorang.

Thanks korang sebab datang. You make me very happy! Me like it. Ngeh3.

:D

Will he like it?

Kenapa?

Susah sangat ke nak contact ain?

Takde terasa nak contact ke?

Terasa macam diri ni invisible pulak. Macam tak wujud dalam ur life. Come on la!! How to make these things work if u dun put an effort in it??

Please, dun waste my feelings. I have enough of heartbreakers. I dun need another one.

Double Prosperity

Hari ini hari raya. Hari ini juga hari merdeka. Jom. Kita ramai2 sebut. Raya! Merdeka!


p.s. Ok da. Takde mood nak sambut.

Kerepek

Aku rindu nak makan kerepek ni!!!

Siapa jumpa tolong belikan untuk aku k :D

My Fellow American

Okeh, lama da tak menulis. Taktahu ape nak tulis. Oh, just nak share ngan korang satu link yang aku jumpa masa tengah trolling dekat youtube nak carik video pasal raya. Al-maklumla.. Mode tengah sedih dan pilu. Aku jumpa satu video ni yang menegakkan hak orang muslim di amerika sebagai salah satu rakyatnya dan menentang sebarang diskriminasi yang berlaku. Hahaha. Aku teruja gila. Sila tengok ye. 

Dekat situ ade juga diselitkan link (www.myfellowamerican.us) ke website mereka di mana ade satu organisasi ni yang mengumpul pledges untuk menyuarakan suara-suara mereka yang didiskriminasi ni. Sangat awesome.

Sila lah kunjungi dan support :)

What's happening?

*Update*

Aku tengah cuti midsem, tapi tak rasa macam cuti. BUSY GILA nak mampus. GAAAHHHHHH... Doakan la aku dapat buat assignment aku dengan hati tenang.

eh eh.. raya!

Ha.. Mari mari mari.. Rapat-rapat.. Abah Mak Abang Kakak Adik Tok Nek Tok Ayah sume! Dengo sini ambo nak ngoyak kat kawe ni. Ado satu brita gah nak gitau ni.

KAD RAYA NZ FOR GIVEAWAY!!!

*abaikan harga tu. apparently, si penganjur dapat rege lain*

Okla, to tell you the truth, bukan I yang buat contest ni. It's my friend, Addy yang buat contest ni. Hahaha. Mesti korang tertanya2 kan kenapa aku tak masuk. Kisah dia amatlah sedih. T__T Aku kena ban dari masuk contest ni sebab aku blogger dan aku diperlukan untuk menjadi agent publisiti. Pastu dye kata suh beli sendiri. Kejam! Nak jugak menang! Sobsob. >_<

Anyway, sebab aku budak baik, maka aku tolong la dye pomot. (Addy: Ko kena belanja aku nanti. Tak kira!)

Okeh, cukup membebel. Macam mana nak join contest ni?

Ha... Mula2.. 

1. Follow blog dia. Boleh la klik kat nama dia kat atas ataupun klik di sini je.
2. Buat entri pasal contest ni kat blog korang. Ha, ni la masanya korang nak bodek Addy tu sampai tahap cipan Malaya. 
3. Link kan entry dia berkenaan contest tu dekat blog korang. Ha, amek ni link http://kisah-adriad.blogspot.com/2011/08/new-zealand-eid-cards-give-away-to.html
4. Lepas tu tinggalkan link entry kome dekat kotak komen dekat blog dye

Macam tu la.. Okeh, da penat da bebel. Klik di sini untuk berita penuh.

GOOD LUCCKKKKK!!

Terbang solo

Aku rasa macam nak terbang sendiri.

Mungkin hati aku akan lebih tenang?

Siwon & B2st

Aku mimpi best. Pelik, tak terjangka tapi tetap best. Ngeh2. Mungkin korang da bleh agak?

Aku mimpi SIWON! da B2st!!! WARGHHHH!!!

*comel kan? comel kan?*

Trust me, aku takde pernah nak minat kat dia ni. Aku lagi minat Han Kyung dalam Superjunior

*KYAAAA!*

Ataupun TOP

*hidung berdarah*

Dan Edison Chen

*pengsan*

Tapi bayangkan, aku mimpi Siwon.. Dan dalam mimpi tu Siwon kata "I love you" kat aku. Aha. *Blush*
Siwon masa tu masuk group B2st and diorang ade buat performance so aku datangla nak tgok sebab aku ngah cari hadiah untuk Jijie.

Hehehehhee. Bahagia je mimpi~ Dah tu pulak, terbangun dari tidur tu Jijie tepon. Ngeh3.. Memang best..

Snow! :D

Semalam ade hujan ais. Seronok tapi tak mampu nak buat aku cukup teruja untuk melompat2 ke sini dan ke sana. Tapi tetap seronok. Tidur pun kesejukan je, bangun apatah lagi. Rasa macam nak jadi kura2 je nak selubung dalam selimut. Muahahha. Hampir ponteng kelas tapi mengenangkan aku datang sini belajar pakai duit rakyat, tak mahu la aku mensia2kan..

Anyway, hari ni baru kaw2 punya snow. Memang mantap gila, rasa macam duduk dalam snow globe dah. Masa mula2 snow tu, aku dalam tutorial. Setelah tutor aku mendapati bahawa anak murid dia langsung tak amek port dekat apa dia cakap dan asyik pandang luar, maka setelah dipujuk rayu, dia bagi kitorang keluar main snow 5 minit. Ahahaha. 5 minit yang amat berharga owh!!!!

Aku tepon la mama ak, nak gitau ke-excited-an aku nampak snow..

Aku : Mama, ada snow hari ni!!

Mama : Ape? Senow? Senow tu ape??

Aku : Ala, mama, snow la.. snowwwww

Mama : Senow? Ooohhhh! Snow!! Banyak ke??

Aku : Alahai mama ni..

Comel je la hai mama aku ni. Gaaahhh.. Rasa cam nak gigit. Apapepon, mama pesan banyak2 suh sapu krim, lotion and segala benda untuk buat kulit tak kering and merekah. Ngeh3. Sayang mama!!

Poke

Haritu aku lancarkan kempen mengumpul poke. Aku kumpul orang lain poke. Aha. Best. Manage to reach the target iaitu 100 pokes. Terima kasih kepada semua orang yang terlibat!! Korang sangatla pemurah nak bagi poke walaupun ade yang blur2 bila aku mintak. Ngeh3.

p/s  Ni antara hobi orang yang dah taktahu nak buat ape ngan facebook. Boleh la mencuba ye.

pp/s Aku da bersara dari perang poke! Harap maaf. Sakit da kena poke. TT__TT

Merepek

Aku tengah makan cream puff sambil meroyan2. Seronok.

*okeh, aku rindu benda alah ni walaupun mahal. sedap kot.*

Pokok yang aku beli haritu da mampus. Agak kecewa sket. Terus fed-up nak bela pape. Nak jaga pokok pun tak mampu, cmne nak jaga ikan@hamster@suami? Anyway, nak merepek2 kejap. Aku tido lately macam tah hape-hape je. Lena tapi bila bangun tido rasa macam tak tido je. STRESSS. TT_TT

Oh, gambar aku kuar lagi dalam paper. Ho yeah, aku memang suka chapub. Wawawawa.

Rambut makin lembut. Al-maklumla.. pakai conditioner palmolive skunk ni.. Best! Wangi tak hengat duniaaaaaa...

*nanti bila aku nye shampoo da habis aku beli shampoo ni pulak. ngeh3.*

okla. Dah taknak bebel da. babai.